It is adorable, neutral and would you believe it has our mantra on it? It says "Mummy and Daddy's Little Star." I couldn't believe it and as it was only $7 it wasn't that expensive to purchase. I just picked it up and hubby didn't even bat an eyelid. He was in awe of the positive sign we had received from the universe. It doesn't mean it will happen immediately, we are aware of the downfalls, but it does mean it will happen some time in the future. I truly believe in this dream becoming a reality.
Funnily enough, we start our first cycle in March, which if all goes well will mean I have a baby in December again. It is amazing how things come around full circle from the beginning. I already have two sons born in December, a third baby would be fabulous.
On the 16th we have to attend the clinic for an 'orientation' session which involves all my medications, how to take them, when to take them and a schedule for the up coming cycle. I'm nervous and elated all at the same time. I'm really happy to be working now as I believe that is distracting me from fixating too much upon this rather sensitive subject.
I've noticed three people through facebook my age having babies this year. I wonder if it is a trend. Hmm...
I'm sure the universe will do as it sees fit. I believe the Goddess would not have given us this dream without showing us a path through to the other side. I believe in the power of positive thought being manifested into positive actions. I believe I will become a mother again one day very soon.
I believe in you my little star or stars as the case may be. Who knows? I am having two embryo's implanted and there is always a possibility that both will implant, and secretly I wish they would.
So, to my future babies
Henry Malcolm Samuel Pearn or Owen Michael Sean Pearn
and
Heidi Jean Beatrice Pearn or ???? Jane Carol Pearn
any suggestions for a second girls name?
I will dream of you tonight Sweetpea's.
Love
Mummy
xoxoxoxoxoxo
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